MY LiTtl3 S3cReT$

The Timessss <3

2009-12-04T12:16:00.000-08:00

nw is holiday le ,

at home so boring ,

wif fren or at school better ,

can play wif frenz ...

I still rmb the times we play 2gether ,

happy times n even some sad times ....

the one tat i rmb the moz goes like tis :

we went 2 skul after test lerhh

teacher also no teach ..

We play here play there ..

thn , gt ceramah ,

for boys only =x ,

abt the gel and daily cleansing ,

we each gt free sample gel [1] face wash [1] ,

i went up ,thn when walking ,

they all " attack " me ,

wif the GEL = .=''

they squize on my hair ,

ALL of it ...

2 BOTTLES !!!

wtf ?

i keep run nia ....

thn go wash up ..

they play so they help me wash ..

xD !!! yaY ~ <33

my hair turn damn soft le ,

when the wind come sthn blow like siao ><

- end -

we also play gambling at school

i kindda keep win mony ..

1st DAY

i win rm10 and i give it away

2nd DAY

i win rm 11 and i buy all mineral waters

but thn loose Rm5 ,

give them lol ...

I'm jx lucky !!!

not pro ,

jx lucky ...

thn still gt bring " teddy " 2 school ...

so damn " ......... "

Time : 3:52a.m.

nothing to do ,

so i decided 2 update my blog ...

nowadays frenz between frenz relation jx goes ,

From near ==> further ==> far away ...

I'm going overseas nxt sunday ,

until 1day b4 skul starts only come back ...

ohhh , and a thing i keep spam 2 day ,

i found it at .

my fren 's fb profile ..

thn i edit the writing style and the alphabet

                       ♥        ı łøνe чøυ иøт                 ♥

                 ♥        вe¢αυše øf ωħø чøυ         ♥

            ♥      αяe, вυт вe¢αυše          ♥

       ♥    øf ωħø ı αм ωħeи      ♥

♥  ı αм ωıтħ чøυ      ♥

Nice ?

dont copy away lol ..

i decorate it myself dehh

=D !!!

          - wish time flys -

2009-12-02T05:44:00.000-08:00

Tag: 32 Things You Don't Know About Me Until You Read This:

1. What colour is your toothbrush?
Blue

2. Name one person that made you smile today.
NO ONE

3. What were you doing at 8 AM?
Oiink ~~~ wif teddies !!! ^^

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
MAnd1

5. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Water

6. Who is the last person who sent a message to you on Facebook?
Lee Yi Lin : Buy me in ffs ~ can ?

7. Ever go camping?
Yeaa

8. Do you go to church every Sunday?
No .. Amitabha !

9. What did your last text message say?
I forgot le .. I no touch My hp ... neglected " her "

10. Where is your dad?
now ? behind me = =

11. Look to your left, what do you see?
My hp = =

12. What color is your watch?
......

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
On the computer.

14. How old are you?
xxx years old

15. Do you want to change your name?
No baa ...

16. How many kids do you want to have?
Dunno3

17. Would you kiss any of your Facebook friends?
sui bian ==

18. Who are the best huggers that you know?
Hmm...

19. List three favorite colors/shades.
Blue,purple, BLACK

20. Have you ever fallen in love?
yeaaa

21. How did you get your worst scar?
fell on the road....><

22. Do you like cats?
i think so

23. Do you love anyone?
yea , i <3 anyone

24. What do you hope to get on your birthday?
Teddy <33

25. Do you plan any trip for your next coming?
14/12 London

26. What do you usually do during the day?
On the computer..

27. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
N0

28. Is anyone jealous of you?
No baa

29. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?

slippers!

30. Last song listened to?
Singderella

31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
XXX =x

32. What is your favorite number?
2

Tag 5 people to do the same thing:

Jia hui

Nicholas

Kenn win

Wiind

Jonathan

others had been tagged .. left these ppl

2009-11-29T04:59:00.000-08:00

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Love Poem 153 - Love Poems And Quotes

2009-11-20T21:18:00.000-08:00

"When it comes to lovin' couples,
don't we make the perfect pair-
There's romance, love, and laughter
in the friendship that we share.
We care enough to listen,
to trust and understand.
To build a life together,
side by side and hand in hand.
We both know that we're lucky
and we've got a good thing going.
Through ups and downs
and give and take,
our love just keeps on growing...
'Cause I bring out the best in you,
and you the best in me-
I guess it takes the two of us
to make the perfect 'we.'"

Some Drawing I drawed and recieved frm Yheng and Wiind And Debbie

2009-11-20T04:17:00.000-08:00

I DRAW DErHhHHHH

Debbie Draw Derhh

wiind Draw Derhh

Yheng DRaw Derhh

2009-11-20T04:08:00.001-08:00

My post 4 today is Raiiny [ Baby ] post 4 me le derhh ^^

I share share wif her le dehh ><

u all go seeur self ><

CLIck Here =D

Blogging Cause Of Request

2009-11-19T08:52:00.000-08:00

"晚安"是一天里最后的一句请安语，虽然是两个很简单的字，但却希望你能放下一整天的疲劳与烦恼，好好得睡一觉..晚安..别再那么晚睡了，别弄到自己那么累..."

Eh , har ?

Tis 2 i use Nowadays ..
and ,, tell u all 1st , i use black nia , cause lazy 2 change ,..
SORRY YAHH ~~ ♥    ♥    ♥     nvm dehh hor??

cause i chattin wif Chien ♥
the   ♥   Yh3nG ♥     lakk !!
she played me   T _______ T !!!    (ishh !! )
make me Blurr bLUrR nia lol !!!
LEt me dAmn BLUrR ..
thn still say wat i ♥     u ,   u ♥      me ..
Don't mistaken , it's jx cause Yh3nG organize deh
VERY FUN HOR ?? JACQUELIN CHOY YHENG YHENG

haiHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!

nvm ! i balas dendam here !!   wait yay~~~~~
see .. faz !! keep reading
ngona post abt her le..........

HEHE !! Yh3nG , u gonna be popular    !! SOrrY YAHH ~~ ♥    ♥    ♥

DONT ANGRY ME

WOW ( no spec ) = ( damn LenQ )

Nt like You ( like so Yeng )

Naughty Naughty =p

Cute Cute WOR ~~

GamBAteh ???

H1N1 ~!!!!

♥ Teddy ♥ Baby ♥

2009-11-13T23:21:00.000-08:00

when i'm posting tis ,

my mind was vry complicated ,

but there's ntg .

And ,

u will nvr understand it .

Remember this Monkey ?

It's a present ..

a lovely Present ,

From a special Person .

Yesterday ,

i also dunno e .

My mood just From up ..

Drop Down ad Down ...

Mood - 21 % =(

LolX !!!!!!

thn ,

i can't sleep ,

i on computer ,

and wait ..
2 chat wif some1 ,
no1 on9 ,

Zoey teman me , chat with her ,

its Short ,

Short ConverSation ,

i told her my things ...

and my mood was bttr by then ,

' seeing you smile is the happiest thing for me "

haix yorhh yor ~ ~

2009-10-19T06:50:00.000-07:00

wei Y0rH >,< !!!!@#$%^&*()

eh , gt exam coming le .

alot a lot of things happen lorh ..

2 day tte gt blog jorh ,

but say real , i forgot da url le...

sorry nerh !! u will nt angry baa ??

this kind of small things only ..

then , , i cannot on com. de ..

but dunno why can de la..

mixpod de music i can't change le ..

dunno why lakk !!!! sienzzz larhh ..

i not yet full study , ,

still in playing mode  , but can;t !

EXAm _ END YEAR _ ... 

scared scared lakk ..

debbie also scare until .....

tte also everytime mouth is study thing .

 almost . , not everytime

maybe will not often blog le ..

no soo0 much time ,,

need study , as in my language ,,,

just look at da book ,

but got study de la

END YEAR LOL !!

CARe ,, btm ms ,, 1st blood ,, afk _

WALAo !!!

2009-10-13T15:19:00.000-07:00

faC3book Wat d hOld e'm Poker ??
yea ? my daddy pLAy TiLL sIa0 !!!
play tIlL now ONly Fin , AS iN :
05.15A.M.
can't cHaT wif WH0 ALso ....
HE USiNg , I waNT US3 , U saY
CAN MEh ? SUrEly CNnT DE lOl

Lik# tat Oso SienZ NIa MA!!
NOw NobODy On9 ,
So BOring , So loneL Y,
NoBody 2 CHatwif . [ haIZ ]

itookThe fOLloWing Quiz in F.B . :

1. When U goNna Die X.X
   if Correct IS erM .....
   76 o like tat , Di3 CAuse Love thing ..

2 . Wat My b' Da3 meant 2 me:
    August . WAt erm.. Romantic BLa bLa
   easy MAkes PPl happy, CarIng.. eTc.........

3. How CuT3 Are Euu >.<
     I got : ExTRemeLy cute
    [ BHB ]

4.    How HAtabL3
        20 percent < hate by;
         nerdS and *****ng    *ss

RAn doM Po3m From:

2009-10-13T09:30:00.000-07:00

ur Bl0G !!!
include :
1. Debbie
2. Zoey
3. Yheng
4. Serena

wait ya!! a lot lol!!!!

♥ When i'm bored and sad,Hang out with me.

♥ When i tell you a secret, Keep it safe and untold

♥ When i ignore you, forget about me.

♥ When i'm quiet, shut up please.

♥ When i pushes you away, i will never take u back.

♥ When you see me crying, means nothing is alright.

♥ When you teases me, i am not afraid to say back.

♥ When you break my heart, The pain never really goes away

♥ When i says it’s over, i will only hate you. (so dont come back to me)

♥ When i says i'm ok Don’t believe it.

♥ When i says that i love you, i DID MEAN IT.

don't know why must you hurt me .

I hate you soo much .

But my love for you has never change .

Some how , I love you more then today .

I hope you can stop hurting me and just love me .

To me , ii'm serious .

But it seems like you're just playing on me .

I tried very hard to feel your love , but ii failed .

You make me drop tears , just because ii'm jealous .

Hope that you will understand my feelings .

When ii play with boys , wiish you could understand why .

Just hope that everyday , you're there with me .

Just wish that you can take it serious from the start .

But , in the end ?

I realise that the begining , you're just playing my love to you .

When you say , " I LOVE YOU " .

I just can't know why my heart feels soo pain .

Its that because ii love you too much ?

Waiiting for you when ii'm low .

I hope that you can feel my pain .

It hurts soo much .

If you understand what ii'm saying , you wont hurt me .

Life is about change

Sometimes it's

p.a.i.n.f.u.l.

Sometimes it's

b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l

Most of the time...

it's both

怎麼去擁有　一道彩虹　

怎麼去擁抱　一夏天的風

天上的星星　笑地上的人　總是不能懂　不能覺得足夠

如果我愛上　你的笑容　要怎麼收藏　要怎麼擁有

如果你快樂　不是為我　會不會放手　其實才是擁有

當一陣風吹來　風箏飛上天空　

為了你而祈禱　而祝福　而感動

終於你身影　消失在　人海盡頭　

才發現　笑著哭　最痛

那天你和我　那個山丘　那樣的唱著　那一年的歌

那樣的回憶　那麼足夠　足夠我天天　都品嚐著寂寞

當一陣風吹來　風箏飛上天空　

為了你而祈禱　而祝福　而感動

終於你身影　消失在　人海盡頭　

才發現　笑著哭　最痛

當一陣風吹來　風箏飛上天空　

為了你而祈禱　而祝福　而感動

終於你身影　消失在　人海盡頭　

才發現　笑著哭　最痛

如果我愛上　你的笑容　要怎麼收藏　要怎麼擁有

如果你快樂　再不是為我　會不會放手　其實才是擁有

知足的快樂　叫我忍受心痛

知足的快樂　叫我忍受心痛

I love you

I wait you

Anything will do,

just let me wait,

wait for you.

I bleed to know you love me,

I'll do anything,

to know.

I can't confess,

I just can't.

All I can,

is wait.

Please tell,

don't let me wait for so long.

If you do,

let me know;

If not,

let me go.

I hope you can stop everything .

Some came in my life for a SEASON,

But you came in for a REASON.

You lit up my life,

You guide me through hard times,

With your warm smile,

And cute laughter

I can't seem to know why,

You make me nuts all over you

Although there were ups and downs,

We still managed to get over it,

Bebe,

I can't bare to lose you,

I love you, <3

We belongs together..!

Forget him

Forget his name , forget his face

Forget his kiss

Forget the love when u once knew

Remember he has someone new

Forget him when he played your song

Remember when you cried all night long

Forget how close you to ...

Remember he has closen you before

Forget how you memorized his walk

Forget the way he used to walk

Forget the thing he use to say

Remember he has gone far away

Forget his laugh and his grin

Forget the dimples on his chin

Forget the way he held you tonight

Remember he's with her tonight

Forget the time that went soo fast

Forget the love that moved its past

Forget he said he'd leave you never

Remember his gone forever

She's crying, she's breaking, she's lying, she's faking,

She's hated & taunted,

She's wanted & flaunted,

She's a puppet on a string,

An angel without a wing,

She's every girl you want her to be,

But she only wants her self esteem,

And some dignity from others to her.

Love is all tears,

It crushes your heart,

But no matter what,

I love you .

1. it hurts to say goodbye to the person you almost gave your life to.

knowing that life won't be the same without them. but its better to giv

e up the feeling. rather than to know you're the only one fighting.

2. why do we fall for someone who isn’t really for us? Should we blame

ourselves for falling with the wrong one? Or should we blame the one we

fell inlove cause he made us feel that they’re the right one.

3. when I know things are not meant for me, I learn to let go. It doesn’t

mean I’m weak. But I’m just showing how strong I am to fight the urge of wanting

something I’m not supposed to have.

4. I found the right guy, gave the perfect love. It was the right time. E

verything was perfect except for one thing. For him, I wasn’t the perfect girl

and I wasn’t even close to being the right one.

5. the say past is past. We need to move on, to see the future but how c

an we move on when our past is the only thing we ever wanted in the future.

6. each time I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So if you look up and find

it dark, it is all your fault. You made me miss you too much!

7. sometimes, you just have to forget the rules, follow your heart and see where it

takes you. Never apologize for saying what you feel cause that’s like saying sorry for

being real. Never regret anything you said or did because at some point, it was what you

wanted. True strength it being able to hold it all together when everyone else is

expecting you to fall apart.

8. remember that love is wanting one to be happy even if you’re not part of that

happiness. If making them happy means letting go, do so. You may feel like hell,

at least they’re in heaven.

9. its not love that hurts, it’s the absence of what it does. Who says time heals?

You don’t get over the pain. You just learn to get along with the pain and live with it.

10. its easy to fall completely with someone. Its easy to believe all this lies.

Its easy to lose yourself to someone you hardly know. But why isn’t it easy to forget

someone you love, who found it easy to let you go?

11. I wanted to stay up late and think of you, but I changed my mind and decided

not to. I’d rather sleep early than think of you, that way I’ll have more time dreaming of you.

12. late at night, I cry these tears away, wondering what I can do or what I can say.

‘cause it seems to me that without me you can still get through. But I tell you this,

you may not need me, but I still need you!

13. I don’t expect you to keep me as the most important person in your life.

‘cause I’m not and that’s okay. But somehow I wish for something else, that

when you think of me, at least you smile!14. I wish that one day you’d miss me

so much that no matter where you look for me, you wouldn’t find me. Sounds tough

huh? I just want you to miss me the way I’m missing you right now!

15. do you know that the worst way that I’ll miss you is not when you’re far away?

Its when you’re just right beside me, yet I know I can never have you ‘cause I’m simply

watching you fall for someone else.

And just come take me away .

x)

If you are alone, I'll be your shadow,

If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder,

If you want to happy, i'll be your smile,

Anytime you need me, I'll be just me.

If I smile, doesn't mean I'm happy.

If I don't cry, doesn't mean I don't feel the pain.

If you don't see the tears, doesn't mean there aren't any.

If I walk away alone, it's because theres no one to share with.

If I stay alone, it's because theres something I can't figure out.

一个女生最完美的时候，

是在有一个爱自己的人。

一个男生最成功的时候，

是有一个支持自己的人。

每个人，

都有悲伤的时候。

每一天，

都有下雨的一天。

没有人，

会有永远开心的。

没一天，

会永远有阳光照。

If you love someone

They will hurt you

If you trust someone

They will lie to you

If you need someone

They will leave you

If you want someone

You can't have them

If you care

NO ONE WILL CARE ABOUT YOU

If you ask why

You'll never know

If you ask who

Look closer

If you ask where

Look around you

If you ask when

Try harder

If you need answers

Search

If you need love

Give

If you need reassurance

Ask

If you need faith and understanding

Believe!

I would love to believe

Why do I hesitate

I would love to understand

Why do I hesitate

I would love to feel

Why do I hesitate

I would love to show love

Why do I hesitate

I would love to respect

Why do I instagate

I would love to stop worrying

Why do I formulate

I would love to move on

Why do I congragate

I would like to say

I will, Cause today and every day is my Independence Date......

I..

Luv..

Every..

Vampires..

Witches..

Cuz they have soulmates..

they're cool..

I..

Hate..

Werewolves..

Cuz they stinks..

they're crazy..

fat..

clumsy..

easy-jealous..

Ha.Ha

I lost..

de memories..

of being in love..

Falling in love is piece of heart,

falling out of love is pieces of heart.

I guess..

I'm happy being this way..

No harass..

No jealousy..

No nothing..

What's ILY..

I love you?

No..

ILY..

I've lost you..

There's always arguments..

No peace..

Why should I suffocate?

Maybe being emotionless helps..

Maybe being quiet helps..

Maybe committing suicide helps..

Maybe..

Maybe..

Nothing helps..

Do you willing to give up everything?

Do you willing to waste your lifetime?

Do you willing to hurt yourself for peace?

Do you willing to try following your heart?

Do you willing to try listening your own heartbeat?

Do you willing to catch your loves?

Do you willing to spend time with your soulmates?

Do you willing to die for love?

Trace your heart,

trace it from your finger tips.

Take a knife,

ask yourself,

where to start.

and starting cutting..

Jus like cut and paste..

You cut.

You paste,

with blood.

What a entertainment..

Why was I so foolish as to believe him?

Again and again.

He broke my heart.

He said he'd love me forever.

He said he'd protect me.

He said he'd die for me.

They were all lies..

Lies..

Nothing but..

l.i.e.s.

Black and white.

Ying and Yang.

Heaven and Hell.

God and Satan.

The colour I bleed for you,

never fades.

It's never too late,

to kill me.

I imagine what the universe is like,

but I'll never get to see it.

The stars.

The moon.

The meteor..

I only wanna touch the end of the universe.

So sick of being lovely..

now I'm singing such a sad song.

You Don't Care At All.

White,

is just one scratch from,

Black.

I always see,

the dark side of the light.

SwT , v3rY Sweat

2009-10-11T04:10:00.000-07:00

=/= , =.=|||

2 sweat 2 b sweat .
LOL !!!
know why?/
cause of thre things !!! ( eE3)
!!!

1. my daddy<33   knowhow 2 play fb orh ~
    as in facebook ..

FAc3Bo0K !!!

very Swt hor??
maybe not 4 you and u will say zzz ,

but reallly very zha dao 4 me !!!

2. my bloG need Us3 inTerNt expLoREr / Google Chrome
   only can post ... no wander Can't P0st using Mozilla<
   ( th3 Stupid fox ) ^^ bad name 4 that . haha

3.   when playing SA ( i noob in it )
     come out saw ts ( tun sherng ) send the msn 2 me
     ( p and c )   PRIVATE   !!!



                                                                - i really hate you for letting me falling in love with yu so deeply -

Hello =]

2009-10-10T04:34:00.000-07:00

Hello =]

Debbie here , =)

Just trying Lincoln's bloggy .

Paiise yaaah , just trying .

Bloggg ! xD

My BL0G b3Tter N iMprove le

2009-10-09T09:23:00.000-07:00

THx 2 yheng yheng <33 ♥♥
she's da' best u know??
she help me do de ..
d blogskin ..
d mixpod..
nearly 5 over 10

she good hor?/
two thumbs up for her ^^
d photo she gave de owh !!
nice hor??
but don't mistaken , she's nt my gf lol ..
juz a VERY gud fren that's the B3st!!
WOOtsssss!!!

p/s : juz wish she won;t everyday so moody at schhol lak!!

2009-10-09T05:27:00.000-07:00

4 cute cute Yh3ng yheng Derh ( she love it so much )

如果我变成回忆-tank

累了交困里努力清醒着

也照惯例想你了

好怕一放心睡了

心跳在梦中不听话的就停止了

听着你心像往常还有热

越美丽越更勇敢的

我还能展示什么

如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命

留下你坐挨哭泣

我冰冷身体拥抱不了你

想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行

我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运

没机会颁这种法门

想牵着你槛门上搂紧

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈

若有人可以让他给你我不怪你

快乐什么时候会结束呢

哪一刻是最后一刻

想把你紧紧抱着

可知你是我生命中的最舍不得

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命

留下你坐挨哭泣

我冰冷身体拥抱不了你

想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行

我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运

没机会颁这种法门

想牵着你槛门上搂紧

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈

若有人可以让他给你

如果我变成回忆最怕我单独终极

顽固的烂在空气不整理行李每一寸空隙

原来依然爱我的你总哭承受失去

这样不公平请你整理把我忘记

WAla0

2009-10-09T04:34:00.000-07:00

I wan C-box !!!!
I dunno how to paste it !!!
very blurr lak!
HELP ME >.<
music too!!!
mixpod hw take in 2 blog?
blogspot damn messy and hard!!!

HELp!!!

2009-10-08T23:36:00.000-07:00

Yh3ng Yh3ng faSt on9 la !!!
need ur help luu
u say wanna help me de
bad bad .. hmf!!
where get cbox??
where get all things??
so damn noob